Today : 13th of September 2008
My ym status is : 'rase mcm nk cincang orang' hukhuk..
Today my feeling with a full of hatred and anger to 'some' ppl, who were really really really annoying... n make myself is under pressured.
How did u feel, if 'some ppl', who r closed with u b4.. and now seems like.. 'u r my enemy'?
How did u feel, u just get to know that u have to do a presentation within less than 10 hours; without any preparation.. (presentation 10 am, just get to know 1.15 am b4 - my sleeping ugly tym).
I can't believe but it was true.. I was never shivered during my presentation b4.. yeah, its true. But for this time.. and its also for my 1st time.. i was obviously shivered during my presentation this morning.. and my friends mcm x percaya.. that was 'me' during the presentation.. yeah of coz, there is no any preparation b4 the presentation.. how do u want to prepare within less than 10 hours, and other reasons are : it is because my heart with a full of hatred and anger to 'something' in front of me during the presentation.. thats make u feel like want to.. argh.. (thats another 'behind story', i cant post it here..too much complicated) Yeaa.. Terlalu pendam.. but sometimes, i really dun understand y this situation was happened... Xpelah, asalkan ko bahgia labu.. ssh nk kwn ngn org mudah lupa kawan ni, kan?! .. Btw,.. Sorry yer korang yg lelain... seriously rasa bersalah sgt utk group kite; of coz yg my part dpt marks yg paling sikit kan for our group? my fault.. =(.
and for 'YOU' my dearest friend, i dun care if i've to replaced YOU for the presentation.. but please.. do inform me earlier! And talk to me.. 1 to 1.. xyah duk pass2 msg kat org lain.. plss!!! And until right now.. i'm juz waiting a word 'THANK YOU' and 'SORRY' from YOU.. is it toooo hard??!! plsss laa.. jgn nk tggu sampai my limit is over k.. Pls know how to appreciate ppl.. do YOU?!
But the thing i can`t forget is.. one of my friend said, 'hilang abes cun mu' ... hahaha.. gelak skt peyot jap.. sabar jelaa.. Biasela, xkan nk cun2 je kan.. i think its better than ppl yg nak cover2 perangai sebenar diorg,kan?.. juz pretending reaallyyyy nice in front of other ppl, but act, masyaAllah.. only God knows.. what r really they is.. (ni kes ckp lain bt lain la jgk ni.. mcm2 jenis org neh.. penin²) hurmmm; my d other 'friend' said 'kadang2 kena jd brutal jgk' huhu. Hais.. buruk btol perangai ni kan.. isk3.. Kalau laa org br nk tgk2 nk bt bini.. terus kena reject awal2 kan?!..huhu.. x sanggop nk dpt bini camneh? hukhkukh.. sedey2.. ahaks=p
Last but not least.. this is my merepeking for today.. my 1st posted here with a bad story.. arghh.. Maybe its good too kan?.. yela, expressed my feeling on this essay writing, ermm.. agak2 dah cukup 360 words x? huhuhu..
How did u feel, if 'some ppl', who r closed with u b4.. and now seems like.. 'u r my enemy'?
How did u feel, u just get to know that u have to do a presentation within less than 10 hours; without any preparation.. (presentation 10 am, just get to know 1.15 am b4 - my sleeping ugly tym).
I can't believe but it was true.. I was never shivered during my presentation b4.. yeah, its true. But for this time.. and its also for my 1st time.. i was obviously shivered during my presentation this morning.. and my friends mcm x percaya.. that was 'me' during the presentation.. yeah of coz, there is no any preparation b4 the presentation.. how do u want to prepare within less than 10 hours, and other reasons are : it is because my heart with a full of hatred and anger to 'something' in front of me during the presentation.. thats make u feel like want to.. argh.. (thats another 'behind story', i cant post it here..too much complicated) Yeaa.. Terlalu pendam.. but sometimes, i really dun understand y this situation was happened... Xpelah, asalkan ko bahgia labu.. ssh nk kwn ngn org mudah lupa kawan ni, kan?! .. Btw,.. Sorry yer korang yg lelain... seriously rasa bersalah sgt utk group kite; of coz yg my part dpt marks yg paling sikit kan for our group? my fault.. =(.
and for 'YOU' my dearest friend, i dun care if i've to replaced YOU for the presentation.. but please.. do inform me earlier! And talk to me.. 1 to 1.. xyah duk pass2 msg kat org lain.. plss!!! And until right now.. i'm juz waiting a word 'THANK YOU' and 'SORRY' from YOU.. is it toooo hard??!! plsss laa.. jgn nk tggu sampai my limit is over k.. Pls know how to appreciate ppl.. do YOU?!
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But the thing i can`t forget is.. one of my friend said, 'hilang abes cun mu' ... hahaha.. gelak skt peyot jap.. sabar jelaa.. Biasela, xkan nk cun2 je kan.. i think its better than ppl yg nak cover2 perangai sebenar diorg,kan?.. juz pretending reaallyyyy nice in front of other ppl, but act, masyaAllah.. only God knows.. what r really they is.. (ni kes ckp lain bt lain la jgk ni.. mcm2 jenis org neh.. penin²) hurmmm; my d other 'friend' said 'kadang2 kena jd brutal jgk' huhu. Hais.. buruk btol perangai ni kan.. isk3.. Kalau laa org br nk tgk2 nk bt bini.. terus kena reject awal2 kan?!..huhu.. x sanggop nk dpt bini camneh? hukhkukh.. sedey2.. ahaks=p
Last but not least.. this is my merepeking for today.. my 1st posted here with a bad story.. arghh.. Maybe its good too kan?.. yela, expressed my feeling on this essay writing, ermm.. agak2 dah cukup 360 words x? huhuhu..
Orite, the end of my story for today..
Wassalam =D
-to be cont`d later k.. watch out =)-
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