Getting a life !!

why its has come in this way? isnt life? or something else?

after a few years, then i knew about it, after it was tooooo late, i think! sometimes, lagu britney spears, "don't let me the last one to know", mgkin boleh ambil sbg cth. huhu. lawak kan?! =p
Btw, apa apa pon pandangan orang, nobody knows, what and how do i felt.. people can talk everything and anything.. but do they really know the truth behind the story? i just want to be a better person. good person? salah ker? yer saya tahu saya teruk. hais! teruk teruk! tp..


ok, whatever! just get a life. and life.. to live.. in this world. (mcm lagu tantric - live your life, hehehe) and just wait n see, what will happen next, ok?! i loveeee to being like this ( maybe!) . a simple life. do anything what i like. get your full time with family and friends. oh yes, suddenly i realized, get sweet time with family is really meaningful and enjoyable time kan?! after we do a trip to sabah, in a past few months, (1st time ada family trip, agak complete!) its really2 full time with family. and just get to know, how priceless they are to us. even sometimes,..... ermm abaikan. but we really need to do something to change the life to be better kan?!

.. and not forget to my friends out there. besides family, mereka2 jua penting. amat penting. no friends, no life too kan? how can u live alone? kawan yg boleh memahami kita, shares everything.. (sharing is caring =) ) ada time susah and senang. sbb kadang2, x semuanya kita share ngan family, tp kita akan bgtau kawan, tol x? so there, thats what a friend for! In the past few months, apabila tiba2 hari saya menjadi 'gelap', ermm, xnak byk comment about it... ok, kawan2 lah yg amat byk beri sokong.. tiap2 hari tanya, "chah, ko ok ke x?" hukhuk. and a bunch sorry to eqa and epit (my classmate).. masa tu byk keje assignment yg tergendala sebentar. but alhamdulillah i can cover it back, kan? tiba2 jadi nyanyok.. cepat je terlupa apa2 task yg perlu dibuat.. sorry sgt korang. time tu mmg unstable. seriously. mmg x stabil. tp orang x tahu. because of my smile =). kan? tapi.. hanya Dia yg tahu segalanya..... hurm

and alhamdulillah apabila hari mahu menjadi 'cerah'..

...back to the good news!!, suddenly every weekend (in Melaka), menjadi rutin mingguan kami utk beriadah. and byk benda baru telah dibuat.. termasuk 1st time, pegi main futsal.. huhu (hebat x?). baru 2 kali main, tp saya dah surrender!!! x sanggopp den asyik kena bola jek memanjang.. hukhuk :(. then we changed to badminton sport. walaupon diorang gelak gila gila time saya main, tp saya x kisah. janji saya happy jek bila main tuh. haha. bak kata wan, 'sweetness doesnt matter????' kan??!! heheheh. jgn ingat org lembut xleh bersukan tau! if ada yg volunteer, teringin jgk nk blaja silat or taekwando. tp sah2, blum apa2 lagi dah kena gelak BESAR dgn diorang.. hukhuk :(. okla.. i know my limit. nanti lah gi gym stiap hari.. huhu.
Ermm, semua ni berlaku sbb ade reason yg tersendiri. one of my friend said to me that doing any sport activities can increase the hormone on your body. wheres this hormone is to cover up our stress and bad mood. and hormon tu jgk bole buat kita happy! and u see... it works!! really2 work. alhamdulillah.. besides reading Yassin in friday nite utk menenangkan jiwa, do sport activities are the way. =) *wink*

ok, the conclusion is.. whatever happen in your life, don't ever regret! yes, don't regret! ada hikmah di sebalik semua yg berlaku, kan?! and sometimes Allah wants to show his love by giving us problem. and see how do we solve it. kan?!
ermm, apa2 pon, just focus the priority in your life. yea! priority. so, whats my priority for this time being? of course.. STUDY!!!! its less than 1 year to go.. insyaAllah. wish me luck. =) dan mahu hari2 saya yg mendatang 'CERAH' je selalu.. insyaAllah.. :)


ok, end for today. wsalam.

**(wahh, tiba2 saya bole jadi positive person kan? x sangka.. (bangga!) hehe. sbb sebelum ni saya mmg terkenal dgn sifat yg negative. everything is negative in my head :(. so, maybe i need more motivation to be positve. yes! )