Phase of Life

Past - Don't know how to control the feelings. Too emotional, selfish, inpatient.

Current - can control my bad feelings, an anger, a sulk, and especially my patient..

Why all those things had happened to me, right now?? No more.. (but maybe just a bit control, not too much).. but it is better than before. Seriously, how and why do I changed these things too much?!

Btw, Pernahkah anda mndengar org ckp, "dah tu perangai dia, camne nk berubah".. and yes, mmg kita x bole deny all those things kan? Tp pernah tak sometimes, kite terfikir, yg orang bole berubah, disebabkan seseorg? Kalau dulu, orang buat silap sikit ajer, marah menggunung, mulut masam sampai boleh ikat (kalah hidong pinachio).
But now?
It doesnt means that, we have to change to people and be ourself.. but sometimes, we NEED to changed, to be a better, better woman.. and for GOOD reasons. But of course, not a FAKE changed. pls. CHANGE that has comes from your truly heart. Yeah, it takes sometimes. And i do have to learn it more, more and more.
Am i rite?

Yes, Future, nobody can see, can predict what will happen next. and same goes to people out there. You don't ever know whos gonna changed you someday, sometime! I mean, changed to positive things. Anyone?

I mean, bukan jugak dgn semua orang jugak sebenarnya. TP, apabila saya dgn dia. Tp who knows?



Alhamdulillah, Syukur dgn kenikmatan dan kebahagiaan yg diberi. Walaupun pada mulanya susah utk mencapai, namun dgn berkat kesabaran, dan keredhaan DIA, alhamdulillah, diizinkanNya. Jikalau ingin mengekalkan sesuatu perhubungan itu di dunia, kita juga kena mengekalkan perhubungan dengan DIA di dunia dan akhirat. InsyaAllah.. Amin..






1st song: thanks :)


p/s: hari ni keluar shopping dgn 'mak'. Thanks once again.